Hello, oh watchers! [10 days til I'm 21!]

So, basically, I'm suddenly craving growth and change. I would love for some constructive criticism on my photos!

I hope everyone is doing well, leave a comment and let me know how you are, I love knowing things. That and I like spending time on DeviantArt and no one ever talks to me

And okay... There's this sitch, I would enjoy opinions.

There's this guy. We've been dating for like, nine months or so. Great guy. Sweet guy. The kind of guy you know will take care of you, no matter what. He says he's deeply in love with me (There was some drama where we broke up, and then he decided he's in love with me and wrote me pretty letters and we got back together)but I'm just not feeling it. He is absolutely determined to win me over "Even if it takes until the second I die)

Then there's guy #2. I met him during the show. My family hates him due to some drama between him and my brother-in-law and sister. But, everyone else I know loves him. I was attracted to him majorly, but decided to leave it alone-- I was going to try to focus myself back on my relationship with guy #1.
But then, at church Sunday, some health issues caused him to have to go to the hospital afterward. I realized I had a lot deeper feelings for him than I thought I did when I went into a panic attack over it.
He's also incredibly determined. He's becoming Catholic (for his own reasons), and is willing to wait until after he's Confirmed and can prove that he's changing for the better before asking my parents if he can date me. That can take years.

And I don't know what to do. I'm completely at a loss right now. *sigh*

Anyway, I'll talk to you all soon!

Gonna go take some pictures today-- I have Courtland and Erin lined up Hooray!

I haven't written here in a long time... been busy with other things in life...
Was in a play. Around the World in 80 days. Played a man. It was fun. Met a lot of great people that I will remember forever.
Took some good pictures too.

I got to have a photoshoot yesterday, and got to be on the other side of the camera for once ^-^

did an amazing job, her pictures are beautiful.
And so now I'm stalking her. As you should be